So long since my last update and i'm fine with no one reading my blog anyway.

Life sucks. Life really sucks now. I have no idea what exactly am I stressed and emotional about but one thing for sure, I felt like shit. Fucking shit. I wonder how can someone act like they don't care, act like nothing at all happened. And me? I feel everything. I get all the heartaches. Why am I always seems to be the one over-caring? And tell me how can someone tell you all those things like, "You mean the world to me baby." or "You're all that I want." or anything like that. And then the next day you guys just stopped communicating. Acting like strangers. And then it's tearing you apart yet you have to act like you don't give a fuck. How? I want to stop caring I want to stop feeling I want to distance myself away from everyone and everything. I'm done with people like that. I'm really done. I feel so tired refraining myself from falling hard. I know girls are problematic but fuck that, it's the people around us that makes us this way anyway. I have no idea why the hell am I getting so cranky these days and it sucks it really sucks. People are complicated. I wonder why we even bother about love when we know it doesn't last. And I'm one of them. 

"Because enough's enough, we're done."