Mindless dreaming.

Ran out of photos so this is one of me and Anna's. Gave school a miss today, so I could say I miss a whole week of lessons. Which I don't know why the fuck I don't want to go to school. Perhaps I know the reason, but I just doesn't want to face it. But I'm glad I've thought it through, it's all over now. ;-) School next week! New friends, new environment. I will get used to it soon. Well, things changes because people change. Used to people leaving and new people coming in. I wouldn't fear. I know whose really there and whose really not. So, yeah. This is life. Everyone have to face it.
And finally, today's Friday! And it's my Dad's birthday today, so I guess I shall indicate a paragraph to him.

Happy Birthday Daddy! May all your wishes come true. And I know your biggest wish now is to get well soon. Since the time when you landed up in hospital because of stroke, your health has been deproving day by day. You're no longer as healthy, and as strong as before. During those times, we are all worried for you. Because what happened seems so sudden and unexpected. But time passes, we thought it's all fine. Yet you turned into another person. We slowly see changes in you. You've becoming more and more sensitive. You could turn one trivial matter into a small matter. And now you really care about your diet and would tell me things we wouldn't want to hear. Like the day before yesterday, you told me if you're gone, you hope we would listen to Mummy. You told me your vision when you wake up is blurry, and sometimes, pitch dark. You tends to get headache easily, you're weak too. And it's really a worrying matter and I really hope you will get well soon. I'm sorry that sometimes I talk back to you, and sometimes I'm really rude towards you. I know you meant well for the three of us, and I do care about you. I'm just afraid to show it. I hope you will enjoy today instead of fretting over financial stuffs, your health stuffs. Cause it's your birthday today and I want you to be happy daddy. Happy Birthday once again and I love you.

Hi dear! It's turn to blog about you baby. You know, I felt yesterday was such a wonderful day spent with you. We walk around town park and speak about how we met, how you started to woo me, your feelings for me. And afterwards I actually felt shy. It really feels great to be able to talk with you about our past. I felt so.. happy. More than happy. I never want to lose you. You're always there when I needed you to be. You're always lending me a listening ear and talk sense into me. You show me that you care in all sorts of ways and man, I love it. Feeling like I'm your first priority, you protects me everytime, you put me first. And all these are things I noticed. And I do care for you too. I hope things will never change between us, I want you to be mine for life. I want to be the one you'll be taking care of. I want to be the reason you're smiling for. I want to be the reason why you look forward to each day. I want to be the reason of you having the motivation to live your life a meaningful one baby. I swear I will never leave you alone, and that I will love you till it all ends. ♥♥♥

It's Friday today, enjoy your weekends people!