If that's what I must go through then I'm not prepared to lose.

Didn't take any new photos recently so bear it with the past one. Here I am at home now, doing nothing using comp tweeting and blogging again. Have you ever felt so alone? Like there's really no one that's there for you? And you feel so uncomfortable seeing people walking past you, and you wonder how they look at you. It's just that weird feeling that no words can explain it. I'm staying at home from now, 10.42 a.m till late afternoon. Like around 3 or 4. And I wonder how boring will that be. I dislike staying at home, I mean, it's fine but it's just weird and boring to be alone with my Dad. I sounds mean but he's just like a stranger, not exactly one but near there. Feel so vexed. Even my sister asked me, " Why are you like this? Daddy's not like a monster or something.You seems to be a distance away from the family. " I don't wish to, but I just felt this way. So tell me what to do? Awkward. Just so awkward. And I miss my boyfriend so much. :-(
Hi dear! I remembered to blog about you. :-) I miss you so much. Thanks for accompanying me through my lonely and sad times. And telling me that you will do anything for me. Thanks. I can see your efforts and I really appreciate it. Sometimes my attitude might sucks, but tell me frankly okie. And we ALWAYS take revenge towards one another. It's really funny hehe. I miss you so much, next time don't be late for school already la. Don't want you to get detention or inhouse suspension. It's a disadvantage to us! It might not be long but at least I blog about you right baby. Hehehe, I love you. <3