Deal with it, live with it.

Oh hello readers! Didn't go to school today as my throat's killing me. It's so painful and medicine don't seems to help. :-( Well that's not my main topic here, today I just felt like talking about parents. Because sometimes, I feel that we children just can't see that they're growing old cause we're growing up. If you get what I mean xx Well, we tends to complain that they're naggy, they're unreasonable and stuffs. But have we actually think in their shoes? They might nag, but whatever they nag are for our own good. I mean, seriously. Which parents will bear to see their children waste their youth or destroy their own future? Perhaps just 1 out of a 100 parents. They're unreasonable because we always think we are reasonable. We always think what we says and what we do makes sense, because we did it to defend ourselves isn't it? They born us out, they brought us up. We should be really grateful instead of letting them down and do all those stupid things out there to upset them. They work hard to pay for our living expenses, our education. Not entire for themselves. Friends? Family? Obviously family. You'd realise they are always the one here for you no matter rain or shine. They don't complain. They don't call you only when they need it. You're always free to share you problems with them, and they will really be there to give you warmth and care. Family, they will forever be there. And that's when forever really exist. To be honest, I don't really like my dad. He's like a stranger to me. But now to think about it, he's still my dad. We just lack of communication that's why it lead to our current situation. I always have nothing to say to him. Always. But I know he cares for me. That's why I'm struggling to change the way I act towards him. And make him happier because all my siblings seems reluctant to actually have a like, family talk with him? Because we're all scared of him. He's really fierce and gets violent when he's really angry. And he always quarrel with me over the slightest matter which really makes me angry and hence dislike him. And still a lot of things did happen but what's over is over, I should just get over it and starts treating him like my real daddy. So guys, if you'd been quarreling with your parents lately, cool down. And just think of everything they once did for you and I bet you'd been in tears.
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Hi my dearest boyfriend.
11 more days and there comes our second month. But it felt like we'd been together longer than just 2 months. Thanks for everything that you did for me. Thanks for giving in during quarrels. Thanks for caring so much that you get jealous easily. Thanks for keeping me secure in your arms. In short, just thanks for everything. We might have quarrels for a couple of days non-stop. Yet we're still as sweet as ever, or even sweeter. And I'm really happy to have you by my side because I've never once regret being with you baby. You make my life more meaningful just by existing in it. I'm always wondering, why didn't I met you earlier? It could save me from all the previous heartache. But it's okay since I have you by my side now. Darling, we got to last forever. I want to. Not we got to. It's really amazing that how a stranger was once to you, suddenly meant the whole world. And I can relate it cause we're really total strangers that met at Huisinn's chalet. It's just awesome how we ended up like this. Isn't it? You're just so cute, so sweet. And when you cried yesterday, I can really felt your love for me. And it shatters my heart to see your tears and at that moment, I really don't feel like letting you out of my arms. I love you sweetheart, I really do. I promise to never leave, if you promise to stay forever.

Hehe, we should take more photos cause the photos we have now seems limited. I love you honey. We will have this day right? The day we'll be saying vows to each other, and each other putting rings on that special finger.

And I'm done for the post today. See you darlings.