Continue judging, I'll still be me anyway.

My eyes are so black here... Y?!

Hi readers. It's Monday tomorrow. Having the Monday blues? So do I. But I'm giving school a miss tomorrow. Standard life all of us have, Monday - Friday schooling. There are only weekends to enjoy. Weekends sounds long, but it's only for two days. Hais, school should end. Anyway, met my dearest boy just now. He's really cute. I love him so darn much. Can't really explain how much is my love for him but, I just love him. 

Hi. If only you could be more sensible. If only you could be more understanding. If only, if only. You'll never understand the pain you'd caused. Physically, mentally. Sometimes I just felt like killing you. Or just make you disappear. I mean, how could you ever bear to do that to your own sister just because of a minor matter? Or you don't even know what you're doing? Oh god, that's way too depressing. You always do things your own way. You always do what you think can satisfy yourself. I didn't say it's wrong to do things you wanna do, but have you thought that it's the right thing? To hurt others just to get to your own thing? Hey. If that's what you think, you're really wrong. How I wish I could give you a tight slap on your fucking face. But so what if I did that? You won't change, you'll still stick to your own fucking selfish manner. Sometimes, I really don't know what to say or what to do. You're really pushing others to their own limits. There's a fucking limit to everyone's tolerance against you. Don't take our good for granted. Don't always behave in that childish and ridiculous way. It's too much for me to take. Have you ever thought of how good I was to you? Even though I might have quarrel with you, I might fight with you, but, can't you see that I'm always there? Seriously, perhaps you were to blind to see it or you did see it, but you're too arrogant to give a fuck about it. I had enough. I swear. It's what I'm facing almost every weekends. Hey mother fucking asshole, get this straight. I'm not your slave, or some punching bag or whatsoever shit you're thinking of. Get this straight, really. 

Okay I'm done. Sorry for that paragraph of anger-venting. I just thought that I would have felt better after typing out what's inside my heart. So anyway, did you guys enjoy your Sunday since there's school tomorrow? Hope you guys did cause I'd enjoyed mine. 17 more days to me and my dearest boy's second month. Can't wait for it. Well anyway, sleep early tonight for school tomorrow people. I'm sleeping early too. Goodnight readers. Goodnight baby. ∞♥ for you. Get that? It means infinite love for you, Darren Chu Jia Wei.