Wednesday, 22 May 2013

So long since my last update and i'm fine with no one reading my blog anyway.
Life sucks. Life really sucks now. I have no idea what exactly am I stressed and emotional about but one thing for sure, I felt like shit. Fucking shit. I wonder how can someone act like they don't care, act like nothing at all happened. And me? I feel everything. I get all the heartaches. Why am I always seems to be the one over-caring? And tell me how can someone tell you all those things like, "You mean the world to me baby." or "You're all that I want." or anything like that. And then the next day you guys just stopped communicating. Acting like strangers. And then it's tearing you apart yet you have to act like you don't give a fuck. How? I want to stop caring I want to stop feeling I want to distance myself away from everyone and everything. I'm done with people like that. I'm really done. I feel so tired refraining myself from falling hard. I know girls are problematic but fuck that, it's the people around us that makes us this way anyway. I have no idea why the hell am I getting so cranky these days and it sucks it really sucks. People are complicated. I wonder why we even bother about love when we know it doesn't last. And I'm one of them. 
"Because enough's enough, we're done."

Friday, 28 December 2012

We're one tonight

Hi guys! It'd been pretty long since I last updated my blog so I am back with quite a lot of photos. It won't really be in a order but it's all with Anna. Come to think of it, I am really glad to have these girls in my life. Huisinn, Jolyn, Anna and Suanwen. They're there throughout my darkest time and now here they're are, in my happier life. I really never want to lose them. They really mean so much to me and no one can be compared to them.
Things change because people do. Sometimes you can't help but to blame others but the fact is that the problem lies on yourself too. But, I came to realise suffering yourself is really pointless. Being happy is what I really like. ^.^ And still, huge thanks to those girls that never left my life.





















That's all. And I just want to thank those, who enter my life and never once left. Thank those who is always there when I needed someone. Those that really really care. Those that love me. Those that give me the tightest hug when I am crying. 
I love you guys babies. ^.*
Work today was bored like hell. But thanks to him for accompanying me for my break time cause I was alone. Thanks to the Aunties who dote on me so much at work. Thanks for this sweet sister at work for showing so much concern for me. 
I don't know why am I thanking so much in this post but I really really ought to feel blessed and thankful. That when I thought I was alone, they are there to say a no and that they will always be there for me. Friends are forever. And, it's really a forever. That's all, goodbye!

Monday, 17 December 2012

Wednesday, 21 November 2012

That's when I love you

So long since my last update. Wonder if anyone's reading this but I'd still update it anyway! Started working, finally understand the feeling of standing there whole day. Super tiring. :-( Forget about what is going on for the past few weeks and just some overdue photos yay!





ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS GUYS X

Wednesday, 31 October 2012

Magic World

Hi guys back to keep this space updated! City plaza  yesterday with bestie sim. Realised we are like heading there almost every week! But the main purpose for the trip there was to get my eagle pullover but too bad for me, I have to wait for less than 2 weeks for it to arrive :-( Beef noodle nearby was delicious, ate till I was so full but still tried my best to drink all the soup hehe.
Day spent today with my dearest boy, stay home cuddle today hehe so glad to have him in my life, he's really amazing to me. Dear boy please be mine for life xo.




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I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange is it when your worst enemy became your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back. How you could let go of something you once said you can't live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out.

Thursday, 25 October 2012

Obsession

Hi guys! Feel so great welcoming a holiday I've been waiting for so long. Sweet boyfriend accompanied me to City Plaza to get my eyebrow trimmed. It was really a long bus ride back and forth but it was rather fast for me because we were having so much fun. More photos in my boyfriend's phone so I'll just post what I have!


HEHEHE I LOOK LIKE SHIT HERE ^^^





Hi baby, you're god damn handsome and I fucking love you baby. \(♥.♥)/